i wish there is something new.something more,compelling and vital.
i miss vivo.i hate ttsh.
emergency posting is not cool.
those who have not done their emergency posting,go brush up on ur ECG lanmarks,know our algorithm and injection skills.ok,easy shits.


balls of fury,anyone?
internship sucks.

have a blessed ramadan people.

after ten fucking days,you apologised.
dun you think its a bit too long?why now and not back then?are you making friends with us cause your birthday is coming?i'm not surprised if that is the reason.really.
whateover it is,a standing ovation for your ego.you drive me to a corner whereby i hated you so much.
i'm sick of hearing your moaning groaning and whining about your boyfriend.
as a friend,i listened religiously thinking that it will lighten her burden.HOWEVER.
this may sound contradicting BUT at the end of the day,its you that eventually crawls back to him.
dun you see it as hypocritical?you say one thing and do the other.

no matter how pathetic and bland i am right now,its you who i feel sorry for.
you've made too many wrong moves,judgement and devotion.
to be honest,i can count with my fingers and little toes on your commitment and sacrifices for us,your friend!
oh wait,am i even one?cos you never seem to be there for our special day.
just to reinforce,this relationship of yours doesn't sound promising.
dun get me wrong,i'm not cursing,i've seen it too many times.
you can call me naive or two-dimensional.cause my world only revolves black OR white,yes OR no.geddit?
dun come crying back to me when he ditches you.(so much of a friend eh)

aini and azhar had been doing a good job by calming me down.
but,too bad i'm not that forgiving.i'm just possessed by my alter-ego whenever your name is being mention.
the both of them have been a great friend to you i must say.
but....I DUN THINK YOU EVEN HAVE TIME FOR THEM.

i have to confess that i lied when i said "nvm.,it's ok".
i didn't mean it at all.you dont have to explain,apologise or whatever.
haha,i'm giving you time to concentrate on the boyfriend aryte?which the two of you will last like,lemme guess,sumpah tak sampai kahwin.
k tak kelakar.oh ya,dun have frens for the time being.
i dun want to see you with white hair soon due to thinking too hard on who to spent time with.

focus on your commitment,chant this when ur having difficulties.
"WO KE YI DE".
ok.inside jokes.
till then,nice knowing you.

was out to tiong bahru yest with atiqah and faridah.
then had dinner together,talking about stuff as we normally do.and the funny part is,when i said "eh its time to go" the both of them dengan selamba nye keluar kedai tak bayar.and aku pon ikot sama.SUMPAH KITA TERLUPA PASAL BILL.nasib baik tu waitress panggil aku ckp "maam,your bill!".
kalau tak kita dah makan makanan tak halal.ok sembarang.

was supposed to meet shane yest,but decided to stick around with azhar and gang instead.
and yest was jiwang session ey azhar.anoh tak abes2 nyanyi and joget.farhan dgr lagu teros nangis.ape saje,tak macho langsung!
haha.and amirul takot anjing.initially we wanted to cut thru padang to get to the bus stop near the capitol building.
then suddenly we heard some dog barking in the middle of the field.so farhan and amirul wanted to take the long-cut larh to be safe.
then suddenly azhar stop,and say "ey sial ar itu pompan kene kejar",then me and farhan stop to see.who knows we can safe her if she really got bitten by that "town-dog".haha.macam paham.
then amirul dah kat depan.sumpah dia jalan laju.
he was shouting "dah la azhar,cepat la jalan.jalan la.....!"hahaha.fireman ape kau nie takot anjing?!
so funny sia.

ok people.ramadan in a 2 days.
exam results on friday.
my interview with ttsh in 3 days.
sumpah aku tak xcited.
lo and behold,pay day is nearing.aku suka itu part.

*AINI..SI AZHAR SPOIL MARKET BETUL.AKU DAH SEMANGAT NAK MAKAN SEOUL GARDEN THIS SATURDAY KAN.DIA CAKAP DGN AKU SEMALAM DIA ADA BOLA ON THAT DAY.KAU RASA PATUT KE DIA CHEAT AKU PUNYA FEELING?

i was out with shane last night,with one condition which the both of us agreed.that is,no nonsense (makin-out) this time.haha.how cute ey!
no worries,no hanky-panky ey nettik.

was out with the mom and bro to johor.the fags there are so so so cheap la dey.
aku tak bole tahan sial.cheebye betol.kawan-kawan,jom la kita pegi johor.
AZHAR PEGI CHOP KAU PUNYA PASSPORT LA GILA!

yay yay,tmr i'm workin.
my levis lies over the ocean,my levis lies over the sea.
oh ya,i dreamt of my late grandad.i hope his restin in peace.amin.
next week is ramadan.and the hutang puase belum bayar.and my basic theory is next week.my 3rd time ey people.kalau fail jugak,aku tak tahu ape nak cakap.