after ten fucking days,you apologised.
dun you think its a bit too long?why now and not back then?are you making friends with us cause your birthday is coming?i'm not surprised if that is the reason.really.
whateover it is,a standing ovation for your ego.you drive me to a corner whereby i hated you so much.
i'm sick of hearing your moaning groaning and whining about your boyfriend.
as a friend,i listened religiously thinking that it will lighten her burden.HOWEVER.
this may sound contradicting BUT at the end of the day,its you that eventually crawls back to him.
dun you see it as hypocritical?you say one thing and do the other.

no matter how pathetic and bland i am right now,its you who i feel sorry for.
you've made too many wrong moves,judgement and devotion.
to be honest,i can count with my fingers and little toes on your commitment and sacrifices for us,your friend!
oh wait,am i even one?cos you never seem to be there for our special day.
just to reinforce,this relationship of yours doesn't sound promising.
dun get me wrong,i'm not cursing,i've seen it too many times.
you can call me naive or two-dimensional.cause my world only revolves black OR white,yes OR no.geddit?
dun come crying back to me when he ditches you.(so much of a friend eh)

aini and azhar had been doing a good job by calming me down.
but,too bad i'm not that forgiving.i'm just possessed by my alter-ego whenever your name is being mention.
the both of them have been a great friend to you i must say.
but....I DUN THINK YOU EVEN HAVE TIME FOR THEM.

i have to confess that i lied when i said "nvm.,it's ok".
i didn't mean it at all.you dont have to explain,apologise or whatever.
haha,i'm giving you time to concentrate on the boyfriend aryte?which the two of you will last like,lemme guess,sumpah tak sampai kahwin.
k tak kelakar.oh ya,dun have frens for the time being.
i dun want to see you with white hair soon due to thinking too hard on who to spent time with.

focus on your commitment,chant this when ur having difficulties.
"WO KE YI DE".
ok.inside jokes.
till then,nice knowing you.