2 weeks attachment is over.i'm still left with 15 weeks.
INTERNSHIP SUCKS.
operating theatre makes my skin dry.the place is cold and clammy.a week there makes me cyanosed.
and mount alvernia surgeons are dickheads.the anaesthetist are worst!u shud get the picture by now.
i'm working at levis tmr.work again.i seriously need a break!adding on,i'm coughing like no one's business.
fuck,i no longer feel nine-teen anymore.the responsibilities is so overpowering.
as a muslim,student,friend,daughter,sister and colleague.if only i could dictate my life smoothly with no complain regardless of all this challenges.
my pay and allowance is gone.cause i've decided to give duit zakat to all my cousins during raya.
not forgetting green packet for the grandmom as well.raya is no longer fun when u started working already.
nvm,i had my fair share yesteryears.
you gave me a reason to make yourself feel insignificant again.
it will be a vicious cycle as long as the trust is not there.
perhaps,it was a white lie at that moment.i close one eye.
believe whatever you want to,cause i dun mind.i dun have the time to think,ape lagi nak ada boyfriend.
haha.nvm,my ego too hot too handle.
ok.i miss farina the moment i saw her face in the mag.
cheebye punya minah.hiatus selalu.
i call you.you pick up.we set the time and place.then we meet up for ice-cream.on?
haha.netty makes me proud to be looking short and petite.
ok.enough.
goodnite world.