i was reading a friend's blog,and instead of grinning from ear to ear,i felt bitter for her.
even though i will no longer hear her cries,i do hope she's fine.
but perhaps,this is karma in returning you the favour.
i was talking to farina the other day trying hard to hold back my tears.
she mention something so strong that i never regret telling her my dilemma.
perhaps its true,the girl was saying all that about me just to make up for what she lack.i dun blame her,its more like a reverse psychology.its almost two month since i last saw or heard from her.i'm trying hard to erase my thoughts of her,give me time.you remind me of a close friend i had,just like you,she paid to much attention the boyfriend.i dared to say all i've said about you in my previous entry because i never had faith in your relationship.i'm aware that i'm not some marriage specialist to actually make such remarks,but i'm just concerned.
take a time off and think.
i'm worried for my mom now.she was doing her daily self-breast examination and found this small lump.went to our family doctor and was referred to ttsh.appointment is next month.praying hard its not malignant.
this is funny.
chai sia:ey itu hari my ex call pukol tiga pagi tanya macam mane nak pergi ke kajang dari puchong.
wanie:abeh?
chai sia:abeh aku marah la.
wanie:wat u say?
chai sia:aku cakap "ey kau call aku pukol tiga pagi untok tanye itu aje?da buta-buta pagi kau kalau tak nak tido aku nak tido ok?" lepas tu aku letak.
wanie:aye bodoh,pagi-pagi buta la bodoh.name je orang malaysia,melayu hancur siak.
chai sia was staring at something outside the shop.
wanie:aye,wat u looking at?
chai sia:no la got chio bu baru jalan.
wanie:mane?
chai sia:oh she just passed away la (while showing me the direction where that "chio girl" was headin to.)
i was laughing damn hard by this time.
wanie:passed BY la gile.
chai sia never fails to make me laugh.she makes my day at work.and she loves to treat me to dinner.i love her.
and she pampers her girlfriend alot.cheebye are kau minah.
ok bye.
xx will your personal attacks make up for what you lack?
