i've been busy with the fucking internship and work.
i'm not denying that i'm tired.really tired.
for the past one month,i only had 5 hrs of sleep everyday.and u can see me either at ttsh or vivo almost everydae.
my mom shouted at me the other day "kau nie tak tau nak rest ke?hari-hari kerje.pergi stop la keje levis ko tu!ko nie dah takda life kepe?"-the mom was not motivating me anymore.she even saw through me that i'm no longer hercheerful,loud and bubbly girl who didn't know how to make her own milo.she says i'm no longer her girl who use to go shopping and gossips about our everydae life with her.it has been a month since i've tasted her cooking.i miss everything!
i was out with chai sia the other day and i cried my heart out.i told her that i miss my life.i'm not blaming anyone but myself.my ability to overlook so many important things in regards to my growing life makes me feel so irresponsible.
aini has been fetching me from work whenever we wanna meet.thank you for being so supportive of me.i'm so fortunate and thankful to be your friend.zoukout was cancelled,mos was cancelled and i hope i won't be cancelling our next date!i promise.
azhar,get well soon.next time,movie on me.
farina,we shall meet up.
netty,i miss you la bitch.
marilyn,i try to come for your engagement ceremony.
kak aini,sorry i didn't make it to your wedding.
siti,trust me we will be just fine once again.there was never once upon a time.
atiqah,we meet up soon.
yan ching,i miss you.
the list goes on....sorry friends.i try my best to meet up with you guys soon.my time management sucks ar.
to you.
i'm in love again.but you never seem to let go of her.
you make me wanting more every single day.